Life is beautiful, so very beautiful. It is a shame not everyone gets to experience it to its full extent. Some people are born into rougher situations than others, and if you were born in a first-world country then you are already WAY ahead of the game compared to A LOT of people. I want to talk about the importance of doing what you love.
Do what you have to do, and do what you love. If you have to make money to pay the bills, and your passion isn’t doing that for you, then get a job. Make money and do what needs to be done, so you can continue living life up to your standards. Whatever you do, don’t give up on your passion. There are 24 hours in a day. Lets say 6 hours go to sleeping, 8 hours go to working, that leaves you with 10 hours to do whatever you want! That’s more than enough time to continue working at your passion, or to learn a new skill, or to even start your own side business. Just continue doing what you love!